KRIS JASPER

3 months now, and i have never actually been good. I started as vegetarian, and then decided to be vegan, but i couldn't maintain it, temptations everywhere. I wasn't really adhering 100% to what I have started. And then today I read somebody's website of being a vegan, successfully disciplining himself, religiously deviating himself from "eating something with a face", and he lost 30lbs in 3 months! Whoa!!! I understand Envy is a deadly sin..


I know it's not yet late for me to re-start, I know I can commence from tonight with my tea, but even so.. Isn't it that when I "occasionally" eat meat, drink cow's milk (as I couldn't be bothered to go to the store to buy another soya milk when its consumed), not being careful to what I wear, I ain't too careful with my eating habit, accidentally stepped on ants and other insects (sorry..), I am actually weak to be drawn to this lifestyle? Well, should i bother again?

Don't know actually why I even thought of starting the vegan lifestyle. Oh, I think I got it from my co-worker (Kalina).. Got bored one day and then I just decided I will help her change the world and save the animals.. lol.. It's just that , being a vegan there are a lot of things I have been considering (or had re-considered). The clothes, shoes, aftershaves, cheese, pens, etc.. Don't forget, you're not allowed to wear leather (I have some in my wardrobe, and the shoes). Moreover, what will I do with KFC, starbucks, sushi's? These were my faves and I have desisted to devour them for ages, and now I miss them (how sad.. lol..).


It's been two hours since I started typing the first line in this blog, I actually do not know how to end this. Maybe I should just accept "it". But I refuse to transcribe what I have chosen, that would make it less taxing for me.


You will know when we eat out.


Thank YOU for your love and understanding....