Friday, 09 November 2007

Forever One Of Us

I am now confronted with choices.

Should I stay where I AM NOW, content, enjoying the comfort and familiarity of today? But wake up on days feeling bored while living in a continuum? Should I stay where I AM NOW, will take the risk of living alone and enjoy my independence? Where I AM NOW I have already accessed the basic and the intricate, I have already achieved what I thought was intended for me.
But how can I enjoy where I AM NOW if I as well understand that solitary is daunting.
Or should I conceive what tomorrow brings me? Exploit the WEST, start anew, feel the fear but show no dread while ignoring the unfamiliarity? Should I move to the WEST, be with my lifelong friends, again enjoy their company, have endless laughters without the fear of being judged? In there I'll again be with my family, I will appreciate the occassions again. Should I live my life where my parents wanted it to be? Am I moving because I do not want it to end?
Or am I moving to show I truly appreciate everything and it's time for me to be altruistic?
I should have opted long time ago, when I felt that whatever decision I'd make wouldn't be amiss.
To start once more, I think this time wont be that bad. I have you. I am just being true to the promise...
Forever One of Us.


26 comments:

JOSH said...
one tough choice i guess, but the ultimate answer lies within your heart so whatever life you choose to pursue, parehong 1st world countries pinagpipilian mo! I guess you have the best of both worlds!

Shalom!
09 November 2007 15:18
john be anonymous said...
go to the place kung san sa tingin mo magiging masaya ka. kase ang adjustment naman madali lang, kung nakapag-adjust ka dyan sa place mo ngayon, so there's no way na hindi ka makakapag adjust kung san ka man pupunta. basta ang importante masaya ka. period.. hehehe... :)
09 November 2007 16:27
Dawn said...
kris you cant leave us coz we wud miss ya.x
09 November 2007 20:35
Dawn said...
kris you cant leave us coz we wud miss ya.x
09 November 2007 20:35
KRISJASPER said...
@ josh: thanks.. i might end up going home to pinas.. lol..

@don: nakakatamad lng mag transfer @ mag start uli.. im happy here.. but..

@dawn: hello there.. believe me.. this aint 2mrw, might take months .. dont tell boss..
09 November 2007 23:25
Coldman said...
ang yaman mo na masyado? hahaha!
10 November 2007 03:54
KRISJASPER said...
@coldman: long time no hear.. musta? di po.. ikaw nga jan yung laging my business trip... hehe..
10 November 2007 07:44
Fer Bert said...
Anything is one of a million paths. Therefore, a warrior must always keep in mind that a path is only a path; if he feels that he should not follow it, he must not stay with it under any conditions. His decision to keep on that path or to leave it must be free of fear or ambition. He must look at every path closely and deliberately. There is a question that a warrior has to ask, mandatorily: 'Does this path have a heart?'- Carlos Castaneda


Kuya ikaw lang makakapagdesisyon nyan.. sabe nga ng sexbomb dati: "kung ano nasa puso... sundin mo"
10 November 2007 10:33
KRISJASPER said...
@ Fer Bert: Uy! Ocean Deep naman yang advice mo.. lol..
regarding sexbomb.. kapamilya kc ako, di ako kapuso.. hehe..

But seriously, I really like your comment.. Im going there on May (havnt decided yet if I'll come back here).. long way to go..

APIR!
10 November 2007 12:04
BoBoT said...
hi kris. whatever u decide with ur lyf. i truly hope u'd be happy. i know u will!

take care ok!

APIR!
10 November 2007 12:24
Fer Bert said...
Genius ka siguro kase sabe mo minsan ka lang mag-isip...lol

nga pala, kapamilya din ako..Apir!

goodluck kuya!
10 November 2007 12:42
KRISJASPER said...
@bobot: salamat.. nice 2 hear from u again.


@ ferbert: uy! salamat, kapamilya.. APIR!
10 November 2007 12:59
Mojo Potato said...
Migo, as what Christian Vasquez our fellow Ilonggo said before in a PLDT commercial" Kung saan ka masaya teh suportahan ta ka!"

Remember too..."there is happiness in solitude" hehehe
10 November 2007 15:10
KRISJASPER said...
@mojo: thanks.. im still weighing things.. Im going there naman eh.. But I was hoping na sana sa 2010 pa.. not nxt yr.. oh well..
10 November 2007 18:20
Keitaro Hanazawa said...
If you are moving top where your family is, I guess it's a good choice since you won't have to wrestle with nostalgia. Well, adjusting to a new environment is hard, but as long as your folks are with you, every piece of the puzzle will fall into place just as fine.

You got a nice blog! Cheers!
11 November 2007 02:00
yoshke said...
hmmm, i actually envy you.

hahaha

at least you got options. :)
11 November 2007 04:36
Dawn said...
Kris
you must follow your heart,you only have one life,you live it and be happy.
11 November 2007 18:37
carlotta said...
to quote the sexbomb dancers, "kung ano ang nasa puso mo sundin mo!" with all their perkiness =)
12 November 2007 04:07
icka said...
staying is a choice.

leaving is a choice too.

btw, thanks for the wonderful compliment.
12 November 2007 04:17
ROBERTISMS said...
agree me with most of your "commenters". pray and follow what you strongly believe is what is best for you.
12 November 2007 14:28
KRISJASPER said...
@ kei: belated hapi bday..
12 November 2007 17:13
KRISJASPER said...
@yoshke: salamat.. ur nephew is so adorable..

@ dawn: (she's my boss' friend) hello.. i will move.. but now i know it wont (definitely) be sooner.. start ur blogsite now!
12 November 2007 17:18
KRISJASPER said...
@carlotta: i can just imagine (sexbomb girls).. hehe..


@ icka: salamat din.. I hav never been 2 villa escudero, but from what u'v posted, i hope 2 visit it soon.
12 November 2007 17:21
KRISJASPER said...
@ rob: salamat.. hope ur better na.
12 November 2007 17:30
aryo said...
ang hirap naman ng choices mo! walang itulak-kabigin. Parang ice cream vs chocolates. palit kaya tayo ng buhay? please... :-)
13 November 2007 22:51
KRISJASPER said...
@ aryo: hirap kaya.. mahirap mag start again.. its hard to be alone as well (that is kung di ako lilipat).. kaw nga jan yung pa tour tour na lng. hehe..
13 November 2007 23:11