KRIS JASPER

"I Love You Til The End"

Been busy lately.. and I have a cold again, my nose is bunged up.
three times now, in eight weeks time..
Late nights plus alcohols (& surrounded by friends who were sick as well)
had shut my immunity from the bug.

Anyhow, WE watched this film the other day...
Ah, it's nice to be loved.
No matter how short my life would be (knock on the wood, by the way)
I'm lucky that I have been loved,
I am loved,
and I'm in love.

There are people, like my Dad, who's happy just to listen.
Have phoned him many times, just for him to hear my woes
he wouldn't say a thing, won't judge me for anything...
instead, he'd just say,
"if you're not happy in there, just go home"

Then there's my sister, who knows me more than anyone.
She'd fought for me, had understood me
and hopefully will forever understand me.

Then there're my high school friends and barkadas,they know who they are.
It's good that I have never been alone.

I know you'll hate me for posting this,
but thank you for always encouraging me to test new waters. For always believing that I can do more than what I thought I could. For building my confidence everytime I assumed I dont have it.
Thanks for sitting with me while waiting endlessly for my appointments.
Thanks for the nachos when we watch movies.
For constantly asking if I'm good and ok.
Thanks for always being honest with me, although usually your unsolicited remarks are really annoying.
Thank you for always understanding that I have autistic tendencies (LOL)
And you always gauge if I'm already in borderline, that's when you stop arguing with me. (LOL)
How many times have you told me to stop this blog?
But how many times have I caught you secretly reading my posts?
I appreciate all the times you have woken up and helped me in completing all the unnecessaries that wouldn't bother your own life really. But you still did, coz you were doing it for me.
For the re-assurance in every disappointments,
for always trying to make me laugh, after a day's frown,
for not ammending my mistakes, but instead
you survived me out of it.
& lastly, thank you for always being there, especially when I lost my mum.
I'm forever grateful.

Forever, One of Us.