Monday, 03 March 2008

ELVIS AIN'T DEAD

I wish it was me you chose
Maybe we were never meant to be


Elvis isn't dead
Elvis isn't dead
Elvis isn't dead
Elvis isn't dead
cause I heard him on the radio..

That's my fave song now. It's from a band called SCOUTING FOR GIRLS. I listened to it 100 times today. And still counting...


I slept at 3am and woke up at 7:30am. I couldn't maintain sleep. I already explained in my previous post why. I feel crappy again, in addition to my depression, I'm struggling with my NCLEX book and my test is just a couple of months away.

After replying to your comments, I thought of going to the gym before 930am (again, I also explained before why I dont want to go to the gym after 10am). But I felt lazy to go to the gym today. So to inspire me to shed off some pounds, I went to our kitchen, ate one muller rice, then I consumed the stir fried noodles with Thai curry sauce that "A" stored in the fridge (our left over from last nite), then a slice of apple pie, a small Milky Way bar and a scoop of Ben and Jerry's Cookie Dough ice cream. After practicing glutony, I felt like a dumb ham... I was then ready to go to the gym.

Going home I bought these items for our tea.


I will compensate to what I ate this morning. I'll add that avocado to the salad. "A" requested if I could buy a crispy salad . ( I dont like crispy salad but I'm pacifying "A" at the minute, so the less arguments we'll have, the better for my existence.. let's leave it that way.).

I also have this idea of tearing the pages of my NCLEX reviewer and eat them for my tea. I'm wondering if my stomach will transmit to my shrinking brain the contents of the page. That way, I dont need to study and I will not gain weight as well.

Before reaching my place, I've experienced all FOUR seasons again in a span of 4 hours. It was sunny but chilly when I went out of our flat, then it rained just when I finished in the gym. Windy (with small ice droppings) when I was buying those vegetables, and now sunny again. British weather ne'er cease to amaze me.

Crap. I might have some sleeping pills tonight.

p.s.

If I may add, I started a poll and it's there on your right side (or left side if you have problems with your eyesight). Please do not hesitate to take part. It's for the benefit of United Nations.

To help boost my self esteem and confidence, I dont mind if you pick 1 or 4.

22 comments:

my-so-called-Quest said...
hahaha. ang takaw mo kuya kris!
pero oks lng yun to binge on something.
wag lng yung reviewer mo. hahaha.

wow, you practice tea pla ha.
oks nga e...ipapauso ko din yan dito. =]
but instead of cookies, why not peanut brittle, otap, puto at dinuguan, kakanin ang ihanda ko? hmmmmm... hehehe
04 March 2008 00:29
kurisujae said...
NICE.i like the lyrics. hoping she chose him but also accepting that maybe they are not meant for each other.

COOL SONG!:D
04 March 2008 02:32
redlan said...
this is the best post i ever read in krisjasper.com.

it's like am reading 4 chapter of a krisjasper book.

i remembered bout the gym's smell @ 10 am onward.

the text in yellow really made me lol.

what's the number 4 for? it is for your coming pictorial in playgurl?

lol

maan!
04 March 2008 02:43
FerBert said...
reaction ko sa song-- awww... :(

gawin ko din kayang tsaa yung MS books ko.. hehehe

natatawa ako sa poll.. may poll party na pala dito.. lol..

nagkalat ang mga nars sa blogosphere pero iilan lang ang gwapo na tulad naten.. hehehe

napakarandom ng comment ko.. ang gulo..
04 March 2008 03:08
arjay said...
sarap naman ng pagkain mo kuya, hehe. anu yang stalk-like vegetable sa ilalim ng grapes?
04 March 2008 05:06
Coldman said...
natawa naman ako sa poll mo.

Aaminin ko makapal ang mukha ko pero di ko ito kinaya! lol

Be bench.
04 March 2008 06:28
wanderingcommuter said...
hahaha...i am laughing real hard reading this. just can't imagine the weight of the stress taht you are going as of the moment. hahaha
04 March 2008 07:20
Mojo Potato said...
grabe naman ang poll mo...kung ako papiliin...puwede 1-4? more photos for your cam-whorin' sessions, more of your depressing and inspiring rants, your RN life in general is exciting, the last one sa poll....no comment...hahaha

go and binge....life is good...pig-out...damu ka man kwarta...pa-lipo ka na lang...hehe
04 March 2008 23:25
KRIS JASPER said...
@ cedeux: yeah! i love fruit tea, but what i meant in there was the early pm meal (lunch is dinner, dinner is tea in here). LOL. anw, how was ur monday?

@ kurisujae: I really like that song. Thanks for visiting!
04 March 2008 23:45
KRIS JASPER said...
@ nong RED: LOL. anw, I dont like going to the gym after 10am bcoz feeling ko mga wala obra ang ga gym around that tym! LOL. abt 4? well who knows? LOL again.

@ Ferbert: eh ang post ko kc magulo din (reflects my mind). haha! Re: nurses in blogosphere.. baka may magalit.. no comment na lang ako.
04 March 2008 23:48
KRIS JASPER said...
@ arjay: asparagus.. aside from parsnips, fave ko din yan.

@ coldman: next level na kasi! LOL.
04 March 2008 23:50
KRIS JASPER said...
@ wandering C: thanks! stressed na nga, pinagtatawanan mo pa! LOL. musta na?

@ mojo: musta na da? i think pwede ang multiple answers... try lang b.. (personally, prefer ko ang __ or __.. LOL)
04 March 2008 23:52
redlan said...
ako tatlo ginvote ko. lol
05 March 2008 01:21
FerBert said...
wow nagparamdam si kuya ng alas otso ng umaga.. bale hating gabi na yun dyan..

ayun natatawa pa rin ako sa poll mo.. hahahaha...
05 March 2008 02:24
yarnhoj said...
what poll? hmmm, weird choices...lol

pwede add mo ko sa blogroll mo? link ex ba?
05 March 2008 04:23
KRIS JASPER said...
@ RED: I wonder which... LOL.

@ Ferbert: sabi ko nga di ba.. di ako makatulog.

@ yarnhoj: Thanks for the invite.. I've added u na.
05 March 2008 10:29
JOSH said...
4 seasons in a day. ang galing naman dyan, xmas, summer, easter bunny, halloween, lahat lahat na!(dont forget valentines, hehehe).

Krisjasp, ma-aral mabuti ha, i know kayang kaya mo yan. also, i already voted, tehee. :)
05 March 2008 10:31
KRIS JASPER said...
@ kuya Josh: dont forget kuya, Valentines everyday sa amin ni "A". Always red.. sometimes coz of love, sometimes coz of blood (after we argue.. joke)
05 March 2008 10:40
JOSH said...
bunso,

hehehe. Haayy, luv... u luv to hate & hate to luv. ingatz ka ha, hope ur condition will be well soon! :)
05 March 2008 10:59
Carl said...
hahaha! haylavvetttt!!!

alam mo, muntik ko narin ginawa iyan eh, gawing tsaa ang reviewer, pero naghunos dili ako. baka ako maging Jessica Zafra, mahirap na. sabi sa wordeaters* niya, pinakain ang persona ng diaryo ng kanyang lola. oha.

hilaryus pordyosporsanto! ^_^

anyhow, ano ka ba, stay cool, pogi. kaya mo iyan. di na kailangan ang stilnox, pagurin mo nalang ang sarili mo sa pag ...! maaantok ka agad. j/k!
06 March 2008 05:51
""rare*jonRez"" said...
like u, i am no sleepy head, too! hehe... wand with that gluttony thing u'r practicing, i am in for the avocado and asparagus! lol green equals green mind? waaaaah i had fun with ur poll. ang taray ng 1 and 4! hehe..
06 March 2008 20:07
KRIS JASPER said...
@ kuya josh: musta? sorii for the late reply.. busy lang recently...

@ carl: LOL. hay naku.... haha.. naka 9 hours sleep ako kagabi, average ko kc is only 6 hrs sleep/nyt.. so i feel rechaged now.

@ rare: haha... anw, 8 hrs sleep is like a luxury now 4 me... im sure with ur work and kid, ganun ka din?
07 March 2008 08:18