KRIS JASPER

ECT is an effective treatment for depression that has not responded to medication.

What is that to do with this post?
NOTHING.
Again, that is just to remind myself that I should be studying, instead of this.

But it's not just blogging that's distracting me from work nowadays. Since Saturday I have been a moron because after pages and pages of review materials, hours of blogging, plus 37.5 hrs of work per week and going out (and mostly arguing) with "A", I thought I have some hours to spare and decided to buy more PSP discs and spend my quality hours playing.
Well actually NO... I dont have hours to spare.. but YES, I didn't give a shit and now I am wasting more hours per day playing my PSP. Who knows, the Board of Nursing in Illinois might test me about the SIMS, Crash racing and PES 2008 pro evolution soccer. At least I'm ready.

I decided to starve myself again this week. Last week, due to that flu I only went to the gym once. I thought I didnt want to do my exercise, have dyspnea and die. The gym is the most embarrassing place to die because surely it would headline the evening news.

"CHINESE DIED OF HUNGER AND EXHAUSTION WHILE IN THE GYM."

See? Ain't even chinese but they always thought coz of my eyes.
I said yesterday that I'll go to the gym this morning as I'm on a Late shift (2:30-10pm) anyway, but I decided not to when I woke up today because I'm actually waiting for a parcel and it might arrive when I'm not here. AOL is sending me a free laptop as their loyal customer. Actually it's not free, they'll add £9.00 more to my monthly bill and I have to stay with them for 2 years. I said it's ok, I have an extra £9.00 per month to spare if I stop buying shit stuff like dog food to eat and I have been with them for 4 years now anyway, so what is 2 more years? The problem is if I move to the US... But is it MY problem? And they thought I'm a twat.

I'm on page 131 of my NCLEX-RN review material.

I only have 810 pages to go.

I have 4 Valiums left.

AU REVOIR.