KRIS JASPER

Aint talking about myself.... For Once.


I was in the gym early today (thank God it didn't smell of curries today unlike yesterday, dont ask me how.) and while beating myself in the crosstrainer and minding my own business I saw flickering lights. I thought it was what they call "the tunnel of light" towards the gates of heaven. I thought Allelujah!, aint going to hell after all!!! But unfortunately it was from the cam of this not too young (definitely) not too old (perhaps) man and he was picturing himself from the above angle, against the mirror, cycling, flexing... you name it, he had the pose. No! I have no problems with that... If I'm already TOO thick faced I might re-consider, even though Yes, I do have photos like those... but I took them in discreet, not in the middle of the gym! Bless him, maybe he'll use it for his myspace account.

I received my HP Compaq wireless notebook from AOL yesterday. I love it. Im accessing the net via the router connected to "A"'s computer. Ha, ha!! And "A" thought I'm studying in the other room. What a twat!

I'm now eating my lunch and it's 2 ferrero rochers, 5 maltesers balls, a packet of Doritos chilli heatwave and a glass of Coke.

Today's the 27th of March... It's my parent's wedding day anniversary. Now, it's a bit awkward on how I should greet Dad. Mum died 4 years ago, so should I still greet him?
Like "Hello Dad! Happy wedding anniv to you and Mum, ohhh... only if she's there with you."?
See? Wont it be like I'm reminding him about Mum's death?
He might feel bad.
Also last week, it was Mum's death anniv... I always refuse to remember it coz what's there to celebrate on the day she died? For me it's a factor for self-induced depression. When my sis texted me that she went to the cem and brought Mum's grave a bouquet of flowers (bless her..), I felt low and bad when I received the text. Maybe I'm still in denial stage.

Au Revoir Everyone!