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I might stop putting titles in my posts. I always know how to end my posts, but dont know how to start it.

Anyway, my routine this week is:

8am- wake up/watch FoxNews/shower

930am- gym

1130m- shower/blogs/a bit of house cleaning/watch ABSCBN

130pm - off to work

10pm- finishes work

1030pm- pretending to be discussing world issues with A :and this week our topics had included-

1. US' presidential elections,


2. if I looked good with my Banana Rep shirt last Tuesday,


3. oil prices,


4. if I looked good with my TopMAn jacket last Wednesday,


5. President Mugabe


6. and if I looked good with my FCUK jacket last Thursday

While in the Nursing home last Wednesday, in passing I watched Home and Away and happened to see this man's hairstyle and I told one staff that I want that hairstyle. That staff said "kris, that is your hairstyle!". That hairstyle is that messy, spiked up like- just electrocuted way. That actually worried me. That means I forgot what myself look like?

I have 10 minutes to finish this post. Im not working tomorrow, still thinking how I'll spend that day. Now if it's within week after payday I'll surely know how to spend it. But 2 weeks BEFORE payday, I actually am clueless.

It's 820am, I have no intentions of making any literature today, but when I woke up, I thought of not following my routine today. coz I'm a normal human being... and not following routines is normal... It's like committing a crime, it's like overspeeding in a motorway, it's like washing your coloured shirts with plain white shirts together. Being a rebel is sexy. So I thought of checking ABSCBN.com.

And one featured news was about the death of one respected Director. But that wont be my topic for today.. BUT THIS:

"________ feels that Direk _______ is making his presence felt and said, “Noong 3 to 4 in the morning ata yun, may narinig akong butiki. Feeling ko si Manong yun kasi alam niya na takot ako sa butiki. (English: at around 3-4am, I've heard a lizard's sound. I think it was Manong coz he knows I'm afraid of lizards)” - from a former childstar

That statement is fucking ace!

Some of us still believe these things... Which is good, I actually dont care..

But I have no idea that as a spirit we can tranform into an animal that our loved ones HATE most. But why something we hate most? I just remembered that when my mum died, I saw a mosquito in my room when I was in Chicago. And I hate mosquitos... And you know what we usually do if we see a mosquito... I think I squashed it.

I feel bad now.

So from now on, I will love all animals, including these:

• I wont kill anymore ants (coz they might be my dead grandparents trying to communicate with me)


• I wont poison anymore rats (coz that might be my dead uncles trying to communicate with me)


• I wont step/squash any more cockroaches (coz that might be my dead aunts trying to tell me something)

That actually has just complicated my life.

ps.

I want to have a factual study of my readers insights, so please I would be very grateful if you could take part with that poll I have started. Treat it as your early bday gift for me (5months from now actually). Also dont forget to drop a line in krisjasper@krisjasper.com after voting/reading this post. I love hearing from my readers.